Unknown

(originally posted on Myspace)

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Unknown Category: Religion and Philosophy Recently I discovered that faith is not about how much we know or don't know. It's about our willingness to focus on what we know instead of the unknown. So what do I know, aside from the answers I might give in Seminary? I know that I never prayed about coming to USU, majoring in Psychology or Liberal Arts, my classes, my jobs, my car. How did I overlook those HUGE decisions? Well, I slept well each night, my food nourished and strengthened my body, my...friend on a mission...was well looked-after, I studied well, passed tests, didn't wreck and die (at least when I remembered to pray about it,) and my soul was calm. I think I made the mistake of assuming that since I sought guidance in small things, the big things would be given guidance without my even asking for it. After all, God knew I wanted what was right. Then why didn't I ask for it? I know that the time is coming up for me to make some very real decisions and possibly restructure my life entirely. What the heck am I doing here? Am I really cut out for this much school? I have a class that really sucks. How much more of this will I take? Can I take? Should I transfer to another school? SUU sounds appealing and I have no idea why. I hate that school. Should I just stop going to school? Mission? Marriage? AAH! Focus on what you know. I know too much and this ADD is kicking my butt. What have I become? Is it who I ought to be? Sigh. Have faith, me.